Another day down....

  It's down to 12 days til the big day. Went shopping with my almost mother in law today. Got an outfit to wear to the rehersal. Words cannot describe how lucky I feel that we get along so well. Finally getting the last things in order for the wedding. One downer is aparently spanx do not run by the sizing on the package. So it's back to the store tomorrow for another pair. Hmmm maybe I shouldn't try to hide the thighs as my dress has the same diameter skirt as a blimp.... I guess it's a good thing when the big stuff goes right the first time and the little stuff is where the issues are?
   As I sit here watching the man play modern warfare 2 for the millionth time, my mind wanders. Will I make a good wife? When will the kids come? Will I even be a good mother to them?!? Who knows. We have good role models in both my parent's and his. I know I'm constantly being asked if his past bothers me. My answer: Why should it? We all make mistakes don't we? I thought that was how we learned. OK Ok, he is a slightly slower learner, but when was the last time you saw a man get it the first time? And god forbid they ask for directions or use instructions. Such is life, I guess.
  Today the monkey went home. It's always awesome when she's here, but sometimes it's so tireing. Now for those about to say wait til you have children, my sister has 6 and I've helped with them all. I know this drill. She's 2 and that's all there is to it. The next time we have her will be the wedding weekend. Oh what fun!!
   Oooh sorry, distracted by the game. Why is it you can be so sucked into something you really have no care about. Is it just me? I find myself yelling at the jerks he's playing against and even helping by spotting for his snipeing.... Wow!! That's all I have to say about that.
  Guess it's time to say goodnight. These late nights are gonna leave me exhausted. I cry and get cranky when I'm over tired, and I REALLY don't want racoon eyes in wedding pictures my grandchildren may see in like 50 years.... OOOOOOH distracted again...