Just think about it...

Ok. So picture me sitting on the edge of my bed with a laptop on a tv table writing this. It could explain alot....

First and fore most, I want all of you to understand. My husband and I live with HIS mother and step-father. Don't get me wrong I love my in-laws, but they are not my parents. I am not used to the ways of life with this new family. I have gotten my feelings hurt, been upset, and cried more times in the last 6 months than I have in my whole life. It's like every day is a new challenge. I am wife number 3 to my husband. Even though I've known him since middle school. I am very happy in my marriage, I just wonder if this would be easier if we were alone.

Alone.ALONE...

What a concept. Alone. I don't know if that is actually possible in this economy. When my husband and I started seeing each other, I was living alone and working full time. So was he.  I had just bought a new car and was good all by myself. So was he. So was he. I had just gotten over a bad relationship. So had he. Then the bottom fell out and I was down-sized and living on unemployment. So was he. Hmmm. Kinda sounds like we were in the same place, huh?!? Now we are married, he works a low scale union job, I'm unemployed(still), and we do what he have to to pay bills, child support, and take care of his 2 year daughter. We literally have about $125 a month after the bills.

Enough. I will not do this senseless drivel a moment longer. Even if no one is reading this, I refuse to have a pity party. I think I need to go have a little cake or something. All this low carb has gotten to me...

See y'all later! Off to Cake Wrecks, for some much needed appetite suppressant!!!